Tuesday, May 11

korban perasaan

The only way to make everything satisfy and peace is to give out all your feeling. YES feeling that is!

The silence in myself is sometimes killing me. Okay you might not understand what am i talking about but.....this is what i feel right now, I am not okay! only Allah knows what's in my heart.*sighs*

Hanya pada Allah ku mengadu biarlah blog ini jadi satu bayang-bayang terhadap apa yang ku rasa, you cannot touch, you cannot feel, you cannot sense but for sure you only can see the shadow :) I'll be okay, BiIznillah.

I've talked to this dearest friend,a sister, a mother...yeahh anything good you may call her! :) I am going ti be alright...again InshaAllah. Hati ini Allah yang pegang, mudah-mudahan hati ini menerima dengan ikhlas & redha. Bercakap mengenai hati memang susah untuk ditafsirkan memang susah untuk ditaksirkan. And.....

Ya Muqallibal qulub thabit qalbi thoatik ala deenik~ ameen!

I am such a secretive person that it is hard for me to share and i know people would say "baik share daripada disimpan menjadi beban" yhups that is true but i am who i am, inshaAllah i can handle eventhough TMTH...HEHE! -too much too handle- that is! and there is Allah...i have this quote on my desktop, it says.....

"Even you are in the darkest night, Allah is always be with you".




Isn't that soothing? :) :)

All praise to Allah!

okay...i have nothing else to say again. I think that is enough for today and now. I am back to revision now, will update soon after my 2 days exam in a row.

Buat yang TERbaik semua~~

By the by...SANAH HELWA TO MY DEAREST SISTER JIKKIE! May ALLAH showers you with HIS blesses!! ameen ameen ameen!

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh readers!

Maassalama~

Saturday, May 8

Islam and Ego - Nouman Ali Khan

Check this.....nice lecture!!



Friday, May 7

craving

craving for penyaram, sushi, kek batik adn popia...HEHEHE!

okay that sounds so pelapar. hah!

oh wait!

I overheard their conversation about us. Us??

My eldest sister said; "rupanya tane dulu damit cane ahh*showing her thumb* ane basar banar ah".

then we laughed, bukan apa she showed us the thumb atu bah.

BUT.......SubhanALLAH!

bukankah tane atu dulu damit (kecil) dengan kuasa Allah tane ane basar, malah ada yang basar dari pokok bunga diluar atu! lebih basar dari anak kucing diluar atu! MashaALLAH! dan sampai ane liat diri tane ane...boleh sudah melihat, bercakap, makan, minum, berfikir dan macam-macam lagi. Fikirlah sejenak...perhatikanlah sejenak....hayatilah sejenak...betapa besar kuasa ALLAH atu and menjadikan tane manusia yang boleh berfikir compare to binatang-binatang. Tapi jangan silap monyet...tane manusia boleh lebih hina dari binatang dan lebih tinggi darjat dari malaikat (kalau inda silap ane hadith ne..ada sesiapa yang tau sila perbetulkan saya yee, thengchew!)

*yawning*

okay...i think i need a rest now, capek banget sich.lagi capek buat kerja-kerja rumah..stay tune for the next cerita ok? :D HEHEH! *elek shaa*

Salam~~

Thursday, May 6

Behabuk!

Assalamualaykum! :)

How are you doing dear brothers and sisters? MaAkhbarukh? HEHE! May all of you in the best state of Iman and health :)

uhuh~macam lama sudahkan inda buka blog ane and ya ya ya nobody knows this blog new address! teehee! nvm~ biarlah rahsia~ :p tau-tau inda-inda :) sekurang-kurangnya ane untuk tatapan sendirilah diwaktu boring, kira-kira sendiri buat sendiri jua baca harharhar!

ANYWAY~~~~~~~~masa ane exam mode and and shapa-shapa yang sengaja atau inda sengaja masuk ini blog Bittaufiq wannajah for the exam and inda kiralah exam apa. Exam sekolahkah ya, exam hopital kah ya, exam krajakah ya, exam kehidupan kah ya~~hidup ane ujian jua :) inda ja? jua kamu selalu cakap dugaan~dugaan~ujian~ujian~ NAH NAH kamu ketahuan! :D

well, i miss blogging like masa dulu-dulu jaman muda-muda..hee! aisehh perasahan tualah ne. dulu active banar blogging sekali ane dui siput!

oh nak ceritalah ne, today i had my Media exam and it was like ermmm..jawapan artislah NO COMMENT! :p kan cakap payah inda jua kan cakap sanang inda jua, yang penting membual lah :) most of the questions pakai logic guna akai daa~ and terkenang tia ku last week i was having my intensive revision *chewaahh*, nak dijadikan cerita...

that time i was watching Fahrenheit 9/11 movie and it is part of my exam because we were asked to analyse the video and compare with keepin' up with the Kardashians! Do you have any idea what Kardashians is? bahh apalagi google saja jangantah di u-tube :\ okay okay back to the main point...sekalikan masa watching video atu dengan emosi-emosinya...adatia datang 2 orang teman ane approached aku and yang penting bisdurang ane kecarian kediaku :p kekekke! yatah tebranti slajur focus ku atu and i paused it at this minute 21:43. That time i was like ehhh macam verse Quran...sekali si teman yagn sorang ane bukalah tafseernya and check. Baca and memahami isinya on that versekan...sekali SUBHANALLAH the verses atu related with the video i watched atuwah. *cua kamu check* :))

Video atu basically pasal political and bias towards si GWBush. oh well...the producer ane bias banar~semua keburukan si GWB ane disiarkannya and showing how worst he was waktu ea jadi president! *i bet andangnya jua kali sampai ane* and the rest and at almost the end of the video atu cerita pasal the American troops attacked Afghanistan & Iraq after the WTC kana attacked. And what made me like gasped atu is the verse is telling us or to be exact Allah was telling us that orang-orang kafir atu indakan manang walaupun equipment bisdurang ane canggih kah ya and Allah sudah menunjukkan kebenaran didalam Al-Quran but orang kafir ane ingkar, mereka anelah orang yang tuli. Allahuaklam.

[43]
Tidak ada bagi mereka tuhan-tuhan yang dapat melindungi mereka dari azab Kami. Mereka yang dipertuhankan itu tidak dapat menolong dirinya sendiri, dan tidak pula mereka dibantu dengan pertolongan dari pihak Kami.
[44]
(Bukan benda-benda yang dipertuhankan itu yang memberi kesenangan kepada mereka) bahkan Kami biarkan mereka dan datuk-nenek mereka menikmati (kesenangan hidup) hingga berlanjutanlah umur mereka (dalam keadaan yang menyebabkan berlaku perkara yang tidak diingini mereka). Maka tidakkah mereka melihat bahawa kami datangi daerah bumi yang mereka kuasai dengan menguranginya sedikit demi sedikit dari sempadan-sempadannya? Jika demikian halnya, maka adakah mereka yang akan menang?
[45]
Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): "Sesungguhnya aku hanyalah memberi amaran kepada kamu dengan wahyu (Al-Quran yang diturunkan Allah kepadaku); dan sudah tentu orang-orang yang pekak tidak dapat mendengar seruan apabila mereka diberi amaran, (maka janganlah kamu menjadi pekak kerana azab Tuhan amatlah berat).

**and baca forward lagi after verse 45..macam cerita tu :)

InshaAllah...you will find it interesting :)

okaylah sampai sini saja dulu, nak off.

p/s : i love my company; MISS PINKY that is!

Maassalamah. Fiamanilllah.