Salam :D
Alhamdulillah, ana di izinkan oleh Allah untuk menghidupkan lagi blog ana(wlwpun sekrg guna telefon bimbit kerana komputer riba ana rosak) yang tidak seberapa ini semenjak 9 Jun yang lalu disebabkan perkara yg tdk dapat dielakkan. Kita merancang Allah yg menentukan =D Afwan kerana tak update blog yang tak seberapa ini.
Allahuakbar. Ana bersyukur sangat2 kerana diberi nyawa/roh utk bersemadi didlm diri yg lemah ini. Alhamdulillah, umur ana pun ditambah 1 nombor pda 26hb Jun, kelmarin. Hehehe!
Tanpa ku duga, tanpa ku rancang, tanpa ku pinta, tanpa ku impikan, ana telah dikejutkan oleh pelbagai perkara. MashaAllah, terutama pada hari lahir ana. Was surprised as i didnt expect it would happened. Perkara tersebut biarlah rahsia, diantara ana & pihak tertentu. But what can i tell u that, selagi kita bernafas dimuka bumi ini, banyak-banyakkanlah berzikir kpd Allah, ingatlah Allah. "Jagalah hubungan mu dgn Allah, nescaya Allah akan menjaga-Mu jauh lebih baik". Selain itu selagi kamu berjalan diatas muka bumi ini, hormatilah org lain, jgnlah kamu berasa bangga & takbur. Mintalah kpdNYA, supaya dijauhi sifat Munafik. I'Allah kita akan selamat. Perbanyakkanlah doa kpdNYA, bertaubatlah kpdNya sementara kamu masih bernafas.
Kejadian yang berlaku dihari lahir ana telah membuka mata ana. Ana hamba yang lemah, bersyukur apa yang Allah telah tunjukkan. Allahuakbar, Allah maha besar. Ana benar-benar insaf & tak tahu lagi bagaimana hendak menyusun ayat yang betul utk menggambarkan betapa gembiranya ana. =D
uhibbukifillah/uhibbukafillah.
Saturday, June 27
Tuesday, June 9
focus turned upside down
Salam readers :)
something happened today. really out of my control but Alhamdulillah, Allah saves me! and again yes, kalau hati ini tak tenang cepat-cepatlah kita memohon kepada Allah supaya dilapangkan hati & meminta ketenangan.
even kalau kita buat salah, segeralah kita bertaubat memohon ampun kepada-Nya. ditakuti esok-esok kita tak sempat nak taubat. nasib baik kita ada masa sempat nak taubat esok, kalau tak..Nauzubillahiminzalik! selagi kita hidup selagi itu pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka luas bagi orang yang insaf, InshaAllah. Allahuakbar.
Dear brothers & sisters, make your today as your last day. from that we could motivate ourselves & seek for Allah forgiveness.
could you imagine?
kalaulah kita nampak atau kita tahu bila kita nak dijemput Ilahi, tentu kita tak menghadap komputer, buka facebook, buka blog, mengumpat, tidur, angan-angan dan sebagainya. dah tentu kita semua, duduk berteleku diatas sejadah memohon ampun kepada-Nya. itulah kelemahan kita, tetapi sudah disebutkan dalam kalam Allah & janji Allah bahawa setiap yang hidup pasti akan mati.
and to remind myself...and to you dear readers, it is a MUST and make sure before you start driving, recite the dua "doa sebelum naik kenderaan".
Az Zukruf 43:13-14
Malay
Maha Suci Tuhan yang telah memudahkan kenderaan ini untuk kami, sedang kami sebelum itu tidak terdaya menguasainya.
Dan sesungguhnya kepada Tuhan kamilah, kami akan kembali!
today incident really reminds me & such a wake-up call. i was really nervoused & shocked. ana berasa terkejut sangat-sangat. to be honest, my car almost bumped with other cars (its cars!) while i made my u-turned. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah....Allah really saved me! maybe for you, it is just normal or so but it was my first experienced. i am kind of phobia :( i just don't know what to do, if we all bumped to each others. literally, it was my mistake but i am taking it as a wake up call from Allah.
not longer after that, ana baru nak keluar satu simpang ne, kemudian sebuah kereta memecut laju lalu depan ana, Alhamdulillah ana sempat tekan pedal brek. semakin nervous & beristighafar banyak-banyak.
lepas tu, singgah ke kedai roti dekat kawasan gdg, tak ada rezeki nak beli, dah habis dah~ mungkin bukan rezeki untuk ku hari ini, :) I'Allah, esok ana boleh beli lagi..kan rezeki Allah itu luas? betul tak? ;)
lepas peristiwa petang tadi, ana berasa kerdil and terus ingat "Allah nak menegur ana ke? mungkin ana buat salah, melalaikan suruhan-Nya?". memang betul :( ana missed solat subuh almost everyday. keep on snoozing the alarm clock, such ashame! ana hanya terfikir salah ana ialah jarang melakukan solat subuh, tetapi mungkin ada sebab lain yang hanya Allah yang tahu. Dan ana juga lupa membaca doa menaiki kenderaan sebelum bertolak nak ambil adik dari sekolah. :(
Ya Allah..
hamba ini sangat lemah...
sangat lemah Iman....
lemah hati...
Ampunilah hamba ini Ya Allah..
ana akui memang ada rasa malas nak bangun subuh, tetapi kalau ana berasa malas siapa lagi nak melawan syaitan selain diri ana? ana tak nak biarkan syaitan menang, tak akan menguasai seluruh hati ana.
this is a video you can watch from you-tube about how syaitan makes you not wake up for solat subuh. :) enjoy!
dan, ana tak nak diri ana menjadi musuh kepada diri sendiri. :) mesti positif!
finally;
"tanpa Iman dalam hati, kitakan dikuasai, syaitan masuk dalam diri, musuh yang tersembunyi, pulanglah kepada Tuhan, cahaya kehidupan, keImanan, keTaqwaan kepada-Nya senjata utama"
something happened today. really out of my control but Alhamdulillah, Allah saves me! and again yes, kalau hati ini tak tenang cepat-cepatlah kita memohon kepada Allah supaya dilapangkan hati & meminta ketenangan.
even kalau kita buat salah, segeralah kita bertaubat memohon ampun kepada-Nya. ditakuti esok-esok kita tak sempat nak taubat. nasib baik kita ada masa sempat nak taubat esok, kalau tak..Nauzubillahiminzalik! selagi kita hidup selagi itu pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka luas bagi orang yang insaf, InshaAllah. Allahuakbar.
Dear brothers & sisters, make your today as your last day. from that we could motivate ourselves & seek for Allah forgiveness.
could you imagine?
kalaulah kita nampak atau kita tahu bila kita nak dijemput Ilahi, tentu kita tak menghadap komputer, buka facebook, buka blog, mengumpat, tidur, angan-angan dan sebagainya. dah tentu kita semua, duduk berteleku diatas sejadah memohon ampun kepada-Nya. itulah kelemahan kita, tetapi sudah disebutkan dalam kalam Allah & janji Allah bahawa setiap yang hidup pasti akan mati.
and to remind myself...and to you dear readers, it is a MUST and make sure before you start driving, recite the dua "doa sebelum naik kenderaan".
Az Zukruf 43:13-14
Malay
Maha Suci Tuhan yang telah memudahkan kenderaan ini untuk kami, sedang kami sebelum itu tidak terdaya menguasainya.
Dan sesungguhnya kepada Tuhan kamilah, kami akan kembali!
English
“Glory to Him Who has subjected these to our (use), for we could never have accomplished this (by ourselves),
And to our Lord, surely, must we turn back!”
today incident really reminds me & such a wake-up call. i was really nervoused & shocked. ana berasa terkejut sangat-sangat. to be honest, my car almost bumped with other cars (its cars!) while i made my u-turned. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah....Allah really saved me! maybe for you, it is just normal or so but it was my first experienced. i am kind of phobia :( i just don't know what to do, if we all bumped to each others. literally, it was my mistake but i am taking it as a wake up call from Allah.
not longer after that, ana baru nak keluar satu simpang ne, kemudian sebuah kereta memecut laju lalu depan ana, Alhamdulillah ana sempat tekan pedal brek. semakin nervous & beristighafar banyak-banyak.
lepas tu, singgah ke kedai roti dekat kawasan gdg, tak ada rezeki nak beli, dah habis dah~ mungkin bukan rezeki untuk ku hari ini, :) I'Allah, esok ana boleh beli lagi..kan rezeki Allah itu luas? betul tak? ;)
lepas peristiwa petang tadi, ana berasa kerdil and terus ingat "Allah nak menegur ana ke? mungkin ana buat salah, melalaikan suruhan-Nya?". memang betul :( ana missed solat subuh almost everyday. keep on snoozing the alarm clock, such ashame! ana hanya terfikir salah ana ialah jarang melakukan solat subuh, tetapi mungkin ada sebab lain yang hanya Allah yang tahu. Dan ana juga lupa membaca doa menaiki kenderaan sebelum bertolak nak ambil adik dari sekolah. :(
Ya Allah..
hamba ini sangat lemah...
sangat lemah Iman....
lemah hati...
Ampunilah hamba ini Ya Allah..
ana akui memang ada rasa malas nak bangun subuh, tetapi kalau ana berasa malas siapa lagi nak melawan syaitan selain diri ana? ana tak nak biarkan syaitan menang, tak akan menguasai seluruh hati ana.
this is a video you can watch from you-tube about how syaitan makes you not wake up for solat subuh. :) enjoy!
dan, ana tak nak diri ana menjadi musuh kepada diri sendiri. :) mesti positif!
finally;
"tanpa Iman dalam hati, kitakan dikuasai, syaitan masuk dalam diri, musuh yang tersembunyi, pulanglah kepada Tuhan, cahaya kehidupan, keImanan, keTaqwaan kepada-Nya senjata utama"
Thursday, June 4
apa ah?
Salam!
what to write eh today? kan cakap melayu kah english? kan cakap brunei kah or standard? ermm...bah lets talk random language, yes?
like everyone did, they blog about they
what comes first in my mind is, when the HECAS result will be release? i've been waiting patiencely before the clock strike 5 minuets to 12AM, which the date would be changed to 31st May 2009. sekali...gagas tia buka websitenya...nada bah~ :( lols! and yes until now still nada. sabar, sabar adalah separuh dari Iman. as quoted by lil nisa "patience, we all need patience". (: another indirectly reminder ;) Jazakillah.
so..talking about patience, Alhamdulillah i am still in a good state/condition. eventhough sometimes i had, i faced , get through tough & rough situation. and that's life and norm. nobody sit in good condition unless, your Iman is "wow" enough.
to admit, before i changed my life package includes body & soul *hahaha! exaggerating much?* i could label myself as an easily loss temper & sensitive person so that includes nyumpah-nyumpah(swearing/mocking) orang. =.= i was that cruel meaning to say here i was much devil behind the so-called hijab. *slapping, kicking, pinching, punching the jahiliyyah moment & throw it inside the non-recycle bin* (: Sayonara Jahiliyah time! hi-hi bye-bye!!
anyhoos, to some of my friends or anyone that have been encountered in my life, from deep of my heart i am seeking for your forgiveness. I am sorry~ minta maaf dari hati ini jika ana melakukan kesilapan kecil atau besar.
i asked my friend, if i ask their appologise & what if they don't forgive me? then she goes and in a way saying like this ("atleast anti (awak) sudah minta maaf, and gugurlah dosa-dosa kecil. terpulang jika orang atu inda mau maafkan, thats is his/her part.) so...atu urusannya dengan Allah. (: and again to emphasize here "memaafkan adalah lebih baik, begitu juga kita wajib memaafi seseorang itu". nak dendam? nak marah? nak berpura-pura? terpulanglah, ITU URUSAN ANDA DENGAN ALLAH SWT. :)) sekurang-kurangnya perkataan maaf itu terbit dari orang yang melakukan kesalahan dan sudah pun melaksanakan kewajibannya.
and YES, MEMINTA MAAF ADALAH MUDAH TETAPI UNTUK MEMAAFKAN ADALAH SULIT especially FOR THOSE WHO ARE EGO (can i have another huge font apart from this size?). or berkemungkinan seseorang itu ingin menambah titik hitam didalam hatinya?? Nauzubillahiminzalik.
Alhamdulillah, Allah itu maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang. sudah dijanjikan oleh-Nya, jika kita melakuakn kesalahan apa sekali pun sama ada dosa kecil atau besar, Allah akan memberi pengampunan hamba-Nya dengan syarat hati & nawaitu kita ikhlas. Ikhlas itulah yang penting. Ikhlas adalah sesuatu yang kita tak nampak tetapi kita dapat merasainya. bahkan ikhlas juga adalah ruh kepada amal kita. jika kita ikhlas melakukan sesuatu yang baik, maka amal kita akn diterima, begitu juga sebaliknya. Allahuakbar.
Oleh itu tidakkah mereka mahu bertaubat kepada Allah dan memohon keampunannya (sesudah mereka mendengar keterangan-keterangan tentang kepercayaan mereka yang salah dan balasan seksanya)? Padahal Allah Maha pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani. [Al-Maidah : 74]
benarlah sabar itu separuh dari Iman. kalau kita memahami apa itu Iman, mashaAllah....kita tentu tak akan membuat kesilapan tetapi apakan daya, kita manusia tak sempurna. untuk meningkatkan Iman pun haruslah menempuhi pelbagai cabaran & ujian dari Allah. walaupun kita dimaki, dicaci...selagi kita berpegang teguh dengan ajaran Allah, mengikut sunnah Nabi Muhammad *selawat keatas baginda*, inshaAllah kita tetap teguh hati dan sabar. sabar adalah salah satu akar umbi untuk Iman.
Diriwayatkan Jabir, bahwa Nabi s.a.w ditanyakan tentang iman, maka Beliau menjawab: “Sabar dan suka memaafkan”.
untuk ana sendiri, jika ana ini dihina or in other phrase "being sarcastic", ana selalu ingat kisah Rasulullah. ana ambil iktibar dari kisah baginda. Baginda seorang yang hebat lagi dimaki dicaci lebih dahsyat tapi baginda tetap sabar.
even dalam Al-Quran pun ada mention..
“Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang sabar itu, akan disempurnakan pahalanya dengan tiada terhitung”. (QS Az-Zumar : 10).
“Hendaklah kamu bersabar, sesungguhnya Allah itu bersama orang-orang yang sabar”. (QS. Al-Anfal : 46).“Apa yang di sisi kamu itu akan hilang dan apa yang di sisi Allah itu yang kekal. Dan akan Kami berikan kepada orang-oang yang sabar itu pembalasan, menurut yang telah mereka kerjakan dengan sebaik-baiknya” (An-Nahl:96).
Allahuakbar.
Ana setiap hari muhasabah diri ini agar hati ini tidak jauh dari jalan-Nya. memohon keredhaan-Nya. jika Allah tidak redha dengan kita, hati kita tak akan tenang. sebab itulah jika hati gundah, cepat-cepatlah kita berdoa dan minta ampun kepada-Nya. but do not be so typical, you turn to Him when you are sad but forget when you're happy enough. dari hati yang gundah itu, mungkin Allah ingin menegur kita, ingin mengingatkan kita kepada sesuatu yang kita lupa dan kembali kepangkal jalan.
and now...i think i have explained enough although not so detail explaination, ;p. InshaAllah, ana akan perbaiki kelemahan ana didalam penulisan ini. maybe some part ada masih hanging..so i am sorry.
Allahuaklam.
ohh...i found this post quite interesting :)
apart from that Jaga diri Jaga Iman :)
Wednesday, June 3
an old inbox message
Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Salam!
phewww~~what a day! am really tired, yes still. but heyy.....still cannot sleep maa at this hour. it's 1:39 am. i am one of the insomnia gang. lols! joke~
***********
it's 2:07 am, still on facebook and leave my blog undone =.= sheshh... ok after this i tidur, ok? tadi, i signed in my old account ( i think it's the forth[sp?] account out of six) >.< which some of my friends inda tau..so yeah to my surprised i had like 700plus messages unread. hehehe! so i deleted them all & closed that account. then opened another previous account & this one not active jua but i used it as "main-main" account. then i had like 100plus messages unread too! bahhh...sangal tia sudah ku. ehhh wait a minute! i re-read this one email, received it last year.
then i clicked to open and read.......it says like this :
The Duck & the Devil
There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner.
As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching!
Fatima had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, 'Fatima, let's wash the dishes.' But Fatima said, 'Grandma, Ahmed told me he wanted to help in the kitchen.' Then she whispered to him, 'Remember the duck?' So Ahmed did the dishes.
Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, 'I'm sorry but I need Fatima to help make supper.'
Fatima just smiled and said, 'Well, that's all right because Ahmed told me he wanted to help.' She whispered again, 'Remember the duck?' So Fatima went fishing and Ahmed stayed to help.
After several days of Ahmed doing both his chores and Fatima's, he finally couldn't stand it any longer.
He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck.
Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug and said,
'Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Fatima make a slave of you.'
Thought for the day and every day thereafter?
Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.)...whatever it is...You need to know that Allah was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing. He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven.
He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you.
The great thing about Allah is that when you ask for forgiveness, He not only forgives you, but He forgets. It is by Allah's grace and mercy that we are saved.
NICE one right?
true..... seek forgiveness from Allah. so DO NOT put the HATRED/LYING/CHEATING/BACK STAB or whatever are synonim, please do not put those in your heart.
__________________________________________________________________
Iblis berkata: ” Wahai Tuhanku! Kerana Engkau telah menjadikan daku sesat, (maka) demi sesungguhnya aku akan memperelokkan segala jenis maksiat kepada Adam dan zuriatnya di dunia ini, dan aku akan menyesatkan mereka semuanya,
“Kecuali di antara zuriat-zuriat Adam itu hamba-hambaMu yang dibersihkan dari sebarang syirik”.
Allah berfirman: “Inilah satu jalan yang lurus, yang tetap Aku memeliharanya.
“Sesungguhnya hamba-hambaKu, tidaklah ada bagimu sebarang kuasa untuk menyesatkan mereka, kecuali sesiapa yang menurutmu dari orang-orang yang sesat (dengan pilihannya sendiri).
“Dan sesungguhnya neraka Jahannam itu, tempat yang dijanjikan bagi sekalian mereka (yang menurutmu).
[Al-Hijr : 39-43]
___________________________________________________________________
there's no point if you keep on hating/lying/anger to someone yet you get the sins. sins will always be sins. you will never realise your minor/major sins, until one day you'll regret it so much. start to appreciate what you have now, who knows tomorrow you will lose it. :) and most important remember Allah always ;)
"Jagalah hubungan mu dengan Allah, niscaya Allah akan menjaga mu", bermaksud kalau kita jaga hubungan kita dengan Allah (solat & sebagainya), Allah akan ingat pada kita dan selain itu hubungan kita dengan orang sekeliling kita pun akan bertambah baik". Insha-Allah.
Salam!
phewww~~what a day! am really tired, yes still. but heyy.....still cannot sleep maa at this hour. it's 1:39 am. i am one of the insomnia gang. lols! joke~
***********
it's 2:07 am, still on facebook and leave my blog undone =.= sheshh... ok after this i tidur, ok? tadi, i signed in my old account ( i think it's the forth[sp?] account out of six) >.< which some of my friends inda tau..so yeah to my surprised i had like 700plus messages unread. hehehe! so i deleted them all & closed that account. then opened another previous account & this one not active jua but i used it as "main-main" account. then i had like 100plus messages unread too! bahhh...sangal tia sudah ku. ehhh wait a minute! i re-read this one email, received it last year.
then i clicked to open and read.......it says like this :
The Duck & the Devil
There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner.
As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching!
Fatima had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, 'Fatima, let's wash the dishes.' But Fatima said, 'Grandma, Ahmed told me he wanted to help in the kitchen.' Then she whispered to him, 'Remember the duck?' So Ahmed did the dishes.
Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, 'I'm sorry but I need Fatima to help make supper.'
Fatima just smiled and said, 'Well, that's all right because Ahmed told me he wanted to help.' She whispered again, 'Remember the duck?' So Fatima went fishing and Ahmed stayed to help.
After several days of Ahmed doing both his chores and Fatima's, he finally couldn't stand it any longer.
He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck.
Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug and said,
'Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Fatima make a slave of you.'
Thought for the day and every day thereafter?
Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.)...whatever it is...You need to know that Allah was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing. He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven.
He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you.
The great thing about Allah is that when you ask for forgiveness, He not only forgives you, but He forgets. It is by Allah's grace and mercy that we are saved.
NICE one right?
true..... seek forgiveness from Allah. so DO NOT put the HATRED/LYING/CHEATING/BACK STAB or whatever are synonim, please do not put those in your heart.
__________________________________________________________________
Iblis berkata: ” Wahai Tuhanku! Kerana Engkau telah menjadikan daku sesat, (maka) demi sesungguhnya aku akan memperelokkan segala jenis maksiat kepada Adam dan zuriatnya di dunia ini, dan aku akan menyesatkan mereka semuanya,
“Kecuali di antara zuriat-zuriat Adam itu hamba-hambaMu yang dibersihkan dari sebarang syirik”.
Allah berfirman: “Inilah satu jalan yang lurus, yang tetap Aku memeliharanya.
“Sesungguhnya hamba-hambaKu, tidaklah ada bagimu sebarang kuasa untuk menyesatkan mereka, kecuali sesiapa yang menurutmu dari orang-orang yang sesat (dengan pilihannya sendiri).
“Dan sesungguhnya neraka Jahannam itu, tempat yang dijanjikan bagi sekalian mereka (yang menurutmu).
[Al-Hijr : 39-43]
___________________________________________________________________
there's no point if you keep on hating/lying/anger to someone yet you get the sins. sins will always be sins. you will never realise your minor/major sins, until one day you'll regret it so much. start to appreciate what you have now, who knows tomorrow you will lose it. :) and most important remember Allah always ;)
"Jagalah hubungan mu dengan Allah, niscaya Allah akan menjaga mu", bermaksud kalau kita jaga hubungan kita dengan Allah (solat & sebagainya), Allah akan ingat pada kita dan selain itu hubungan kita dengan orang sekeliling kita pun akan bertambah baik". Insha-Allah.
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