between Allah, you & me.

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang.

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.


Alhamdulillah.....ana kembali sihat walaupun sometime ada rasa pening & selsema but yeahh...i am ok :)

It's not a coincident but Allah sent me someone to chat with me through MSN. This person is a very best friend of mind. before she/he instant message me, i chat with someone who is also a very good friend of mine but she/he told me that she/he is stress, worried of something that everyone has. *hehe..apalah my sentences ane tunggang tebalik* okay, that doesn't matter.

imma talking about this person that Allah has sent to me, in a way that she/he IM me. i was quite surprised (plus sorry too) when she/he told me that she/he is not anymore in couple relationship. and she/he said that she/he did it because she/he remembered what i've told her/him and of course there's must be another reason. i am not happy nor sad but when something is right(true) and happened, we should take it with open arms. i never asked nor forced my friends to let their spouse go but i just keep it to myself instead.

"In Islam, there is no such thing as a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. You are either married or you are not."

bless~. she/he remembers what i've told her/him before. when we were in college we used to share alot of story including this love story. hehe. al-maklum jiwa muda, mau jua cerita pasal cinta-cinta. but one day, i was told by this Hamba Allah that there's no such relation in Islam.

and again Allah nak ana sedar, this Hamba Allah told me about it when i was in the situation "broke-up with my spouse" ceehhh! MashaAllah. entahlah. mungkin ana masa tu terumbang-ambing ditengah lautan sesat (nak go back or putus terus).....Alhamdulillah ana telah disedarkan.

dipandangan mata umum ana lah yang bersalah disebabkan termakan kata-kata hamba Allah tersebut, tetapi memang pun ada benarnya. and until today i finally found this blog stated "Mana lagi hebat, boyfriend kamu atau azab Allah?". fikirkanlah sejenak ;)

berkemungkinan, some of you feel disgust reading this post, i am sorry. and being one of Allah servant my duty is to remind/tell you & not force you to accept it. (nak ambil sebagai pengajaran hati ana gembira, jika tak nak terpulanglah) :))

Allahuakbar.

to whom yang situation-nya sama dengan ana, we are finally right. biarlah diri ini dihina dengan perkataan yang menghiris hati, but Allah tetap bersama dengan orang-orang yang benar. I'Allah.

and remember sifat-sifat orang yang Munafik? salah satu daripadanya ialah "memanggil orang dengan gelaran buruk yang tidak disukai". :)

and i really feel good, when some one talk bad about me then i found it....ana berusaha untuk istiqamah diri ini. kerana ana bermujahaddah dengan perasaan marah, benci & dendam. and Alhamdulilah dengan izin-NYA jua, ana dijauhi dari perasaan tersebut. :)) *thanks to you!*

sekurang-kurangnya ana tidak lagi menyimpan perasaan dendam & marah. terpulanglah kepada seseorang itu untuk menerima kebenaran/kesalahan & kebaikkan/keburukkan dirinya.

ana doakan saja dari jauh moga-moga hati yang hampir-hampir nak ditutupi noda hitam, cepat-cepat dibersihkan hatinya.

"Jika engkau untuk ku, Allah akan pertemukan jodoh kita, jika sebaliknya redhailah pemergian ku" InshaAllah.