Almost an end.

Today is the end of year 2008, well welcome 2009! :)


Wish everyone all the best. every coming new year everybody make a wish/resolution and whatever includes that. well, for me every year is same it just whether you want to do or not to do.

Some people said...i want to change myself and bla bla bla yet it went no where. still old him/she.

that is how i feel. Alhamdulillah, i never make any resolution or whatever. no promising at all. because i am trying to improve myself day to day. and Alhamdulillah Allah gives hidayah & strength to me :) that is what i want.

Just one thing, why most of the people make the resolution every new years eve but not every Hijrah eve? well, i know some did. okay this is just one minute thought in my mind. nothing serious, really.

okay..let see. this is what i want and pray for everyday.

• have a good health
• improve my faith
• better muslimah
• need Allah's secure
• have a good heart
• positive thinker
• spending my quality time with beloved family :) *i miss 'em*

since today is my 19 days in Malaysia...i wana say out loud for crying out loud "i missssssssssssssssss my bedroom, my home, my bed, my bajus, my flip flop, my shoes, my whatever belongs to me" hehehe.

i miss nasi katok. LOL.*grin* =D

oh by the wayyyy.....

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REMY'S SISTER, KAKA RUMAIZAH" :) have a blast ;)


FYI, to my cousins and family...Arif pandai sudah geleng-geleng and almost bertiarap as well as ea mamam now! :D aku sudah macam mama. HAHAHA. and esok ke Mid-V again. wheeeee~

To my sister Nabilah, i will try to find the novels & that Ghazwul Fikir. InshaAllah. i cannot wait! ;D

last but not least....."Jagalah Allah, Allah akan menjaga mu"

Salam everyone :)

Ghazwul fikr.

Just wanna share something here to all of you loyal, silent readers as well as bloghoppers.

I just knew this thing from one of the Malaysian's friend. They are really interesting, somehow i am sorry i don't know how to elaborate more.

Ghazwul Fikr means "serangan pemikiran" or "mind attacked". don't bother the exact meaning anyways.

I was told it consists of "4'S and 3'F". Do you know what is it? have a guess first..... :)

OKay.





Here it is.

4'S are......

• (s)ex
• (s)ong
• (s)oul
• (s)port

3'F are.....

• (f)aith
• (f)ood
• (f)ilm

I like how it goes.

Why they are called "Ghazwul Fikr"? because the 4'S and 3'S are the major reasons why people now a days getting "worst". sorry if it's mean. shall i explain more? paham-pahamtah saja. haha.

maybe i could continue next time, yeah? i know you guys get those. innit?

salaam :)

New Hijrah

Here to drop you readers;


"Salaam Ma'al Hijrah 1430"! May this new year make us better and may Allah gives us hidayah always, ameen! Believe in faith and always be a better Muslimah. :) =)

Missing home and akhwats.

Thought i am going....

Saalam :)

Nahh...this is the second post while i am in Bangi, Malaysia. :D Alhamdulillah, i am being soooo good so far.

I can't sleep now thus i am blogging sekejap. Currently it is 4:oo am, dawn of course. FYI, i will be going home today which is Monday and my flight will be in afternoon somehow i have to stay in Malaysia for crying out loud until new year. Which date i will be back in Brunei?? sshhh....very SOON!! hehehhe. Biarlah rahsia. :)

Ohh...i can't wait to be back home because i miss my fammy as well as my room but there is something that makes me wanna go home cepat-cepat. I wanna ride & duduk inside the new so-called "kancil" hehehe! Alhamdulillah...rezeki.

Today is 29hb a date i suppose to be back in Brunei, it has been 17 days. Another dot dot dot days to go home. Sabar~

Just finished helping my sister packing everything and hopefully they will like what i had bought for them. To mama, i miss you so much mom & hopefully mama suka the baju i bought...heheh! And also to sis Byll & my only brother, hope you guys like 'em! :D =D i miss bapa and adik toooo!!!

okay then..it is late now. I better off to sleep. I've been sleeping around 3 to 4 a.m lately and wake up at 9/11 am. sheezzzz.....not good~ sleepless really.

waitttt.......currently i am reading this book written by an arabic woman (Randa Abdel-FAttah). I love to read it. Lawa and funny the story. "Does my head look big in this?", bought it at cost 40+ MYR (40+ malaysia ringgit) :P. I am telling you siukkkkk and puas mencari buku-buku ilmiah and whatever you want at MPH bookstore, haiiii~~ memberi rambang mata :) =D sayangnya takde kat Brunei.
ok. i go-go :)

Tid-bits.

Salaam... :)

I am back but ain't gonna post for the longer one. my first post in Malaysia :P. oh well i am doing good in here. FYI, currently staying at my aunt's house, Bangi Malaysia. I will be officially home on 29th December, inshaAllah.

To my family and friends....i miss you guys so much! :D Been staying in Malaysia like two weeks plus?? hahaha...reasonable to miss home like crazeyh ;) beside i love shopping here.

And i cannot wait for tomorrow which i have a meeting with the Malaysian akhwats. :) I believe it is gonna be awesome.

So people i will be blogging soonish when ever i am free and the most important "rho, alif, jim, ya, nun" hehehhe.

toodles :)

Leaving on the jet plane...

Salaam....

Here just wanna inform that, I am going to put my blog in private. Because i am going overseas for 3 weeks or more for holidays purpose ;p heheheh, InshaAllah. so..nada juakan di update tu. inshaAllah i will update sudah tejumpa broad band...heheheh!

So everyone...not so late for me to say "happy holidays & whoever waiting for results...Bittaufiq Wannajah".

Just remember about this pearl & flower thinggy. i mentioned about why do i like pearl. Actually, i knew this from a senior friend. She said she wants to be like a pearl. So i wondered why. Then she goes saying like this....

She; "Cuba fikir apa perbezaan antara permata dan bunga...?"
Me *thinking*; "the spelling...." (then smiling seorg2)
She; "sebab pearl tu dia tersembunyi & cantik serta berharga...and bunga pun cantik jugak tetapi bunga ne dia expose".

okay...now i get it. Do you get it?

Actually, she is talking about a Muslim woman. As a Muslim we should tutup our aurat like what in Al-Qur'an has stated. So macam this pearl, pearl is beautiful, bernilai & menawan and apa2 saja yang sewaktu dgnnya.

Simple......

A Pearl

• Deep inside the sea water, yet some people still wants to search & dive inside it.
• Pearl is beautiful, expensive (bernilai) and still attractive.
• Hiding inside the oyster.

A Woman with perfect hijab & clothes to covers herself.

• Hiding the beauty inside even though the appearance covered with fully hijjab & clothes yet Gorgeous.
• Beautiful inside which consists of her heart, Iman and attitude. Saving the dignity & showing her "aurat" only for husband.
• There are something special & beautiness inside her like pearl does.

Flower.

• It is beautiful, colourful, expose & attractive.
• Bees love to approach flowers.
• Easily wilt.

A Woman which same as a flower.

• Beautiful yet sexy. Like what those westerner "orangputih" wear. Fit tight clothes, mini skirt & showing their hair to the public, especially the "Mahram".
• Guys love to approached. (do not deny...every women love this part..hehe)
• Like what they said "habis madu sepah dibuang", this one i shall not elaborate more. :)

You don't have to show yourself or expose yourself...in order to show that you are beautiful. Woman wearing fully clothes & hijjab is much prettier than the sexy appearance one. It is true wearing make-up and those fitty tight clothes more up-to-date but it is just for a short term...you would not wear it until you are old, become a grandmother.

Woman with fully clothes and hijjab can be up-to-date too...i tell you. heheh :) including you follow Allah's rules.

If you think "esok-esok aku pun boleh berubah..i could change myself tomorrow", alhamdulillah if you are still alive what if you don't? do you still have time to "bertaubat"?. think about that ladies. Go for Islam! Be like Siti Khadijah, Siti Aishah, Sumayyah & those perfect old-times women. :) I know we cannot be like them 100% but you still can follow what they did. Standing up for Islam!


So...muslimah, do u agree with me? do you see the contrast? a big contrast. this is not for a sarcasm or whatever but it is for our knowledge. "ingat-mengingati sesama islam adalah lebih baik".

Want to know further? you can search for yourself in certain websites. Do it if you willing to do & go for Islam & change yourself. Kenapa kita sanggup penat lelah cari lirik penyanyi, cerita, gosip2 untuk beberapa jam sedangkan untuk ne dapat digunakan untuk dunia & akhirat. :)

Think before you go to sleep. :)

Maaf jika ada terkasar bahasa & lacked of explaination.

Assalamualaikum.

Sesungguhnya....

Sebenarnya hati ini cinta kepada Mu
Sebenarnya diri ini rindu kepada Mu
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa cinta masih tak hadir
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa rindu belum berbunga
Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu takkan ber bunga
Ku cuba menghulurkan
Sebuah hadiah kepada Mu
Tapi mungkin kerana isinya
Tidak sempurna tiada seri
Ku cuba menyiramnya
Agar tumbuh dan berbunga
Tapi mungkin kerana airnya
Tidak sesegar telaga kauthar
Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu tak akan berbunga
Jika tidak mengharap rahmat Mu
Jika tidak menagih simpati
Pada Mu ya Allah
Tuhan hadiahkanlah kasih Mu kepadaku
Tuhan kurniakanlah rinduku kepada Mu
Moga ku tahu
Syukur ku hanyalah milik Mu


I love this song very much since dulu lagi. It is a simple song with deep meaning. Beside that....i have a question for you readers, especially female.

"Do you want to be like a pearl or do you want to be like a flower?"

I bet you know what i want to be...do you? tuuu....dekat atas ada! hehehe. Nak tahu kenapa? ana will tell nanti..inshaAllah.

Dan di akhiri dengan; "Seberapa besar - kuat atau lemah, hangat atau dingin - iman anda, maka sebatas tu pula kebahagiaan, ketenteraman, kedamaian dan ketenangan anda".

Assalamualaikum.

excited!

Salaam readers! =D





yes i am excited! just want to share that i am so excited...hehe. wanna know why?

1. I managed to wash away the boredomness during this long long holidays.


2. I managed to keep myself busy.


3. I had sadang-sadang tight schedule.


4. I am back to squre one!


5. I realised how beautiful life is, where it is perfectly beautiful once i left my Jahiliyyah time way back :D *this is quoted by a friend of mine*


6. Rezeki...rezeki... approached. Alhamdulillah Ya Rabbi~


7. Engagement of my dearest aunt, Alhamdulillah.


8. Days out with the malaysians.


9. Another one day outing to Sipitang tomorrow, even it just for a day.


10. Number ten....mmm..i let you know soon. InshaAllah :)

Learn, live and thankful to the creator! Alhamdulillah.

"La-Tahzan".

I really need this circle but i have not yet one of them. InshaAllah, i will. Hopefully everybody dibukakan hati untuk berubah left the Jahilliyah time :D

Alright...i have to go. It is time for bed, moga-moga kita akan berjumpa lagi, inshaAllah. Maafkan salah silap ana.

Inda Jadi.....

Inda jadi ana tutup this blog. =D since me too i am so sayang kan delete. alots of memories. Anywaysssssssss......back on track and i am soryy for the lacked update and i am so busy...kenapakah. heheh.

Assalamualaikum. :)

pesan Rasulullah

Kisah Rasulullah s.w.t sebagai pengajaran

1) Kalau ada pakaian yang koyak, Rasulullah menampalnya sendiri tanpa perlu menyuruh isterinya. Beliau juga memerah susu kambing untuk keperluan keluarga mahupun untuk dijual.


2) Setiap kali pulang ke rumah, bila dilihat tiada makanan yang sudah siap di masak untuk dimakan, sambil tersenyum baginda menyinsing lengan bajunya untuk membantu isterinya di dapur. Sayidatina 'Aisyah menceritakan 'Kalau Nabi berada di rumah, beliau selalu membantu urusan rumahtangga.


3) Jika mendengar azan, beliau cepat-cepat berangkat ke masjid, dan cepat-cepat pula kembali sesudah selesai sembahyang.'


4) Pernah baginda pulang pada waktu pagi. Tentulah baginda teramat lapar waktu itu. Tetapi dilihatnya tiada apa pun yang ada untuk sarapan. Yang mentah pun tidak ada kerana Sayidatina 'Aisyah belum ke pasar.
Maka Nabi bertanya, 'Belum ada sarapan ya Khumaira?' (Khumaira adalah panggilan mesra untuk Sayidatina 'Aisyah yang bererti 'Wahai yang kemerah-merahan') Aisyah menjawab dengan agak serba salah, 'Belum ada apa-apa wahai Rasulullah.' Rasulullah lantas berkata, 'Jika begitu aku puasa saja hari ini.' tanpa sedikit tergambar rasa kesal di raut wajah baginda.


5) Sebaliknya baginda sangat marah tatkala melihat seorang suami sedang memukul isterinya. Rasulullah menegur, 'Mengapa engkau memukul isterimu?' Lantas soalan itu dijawab dengan agak gementar, 'Isteriku sangat keras kepala! Sudah diberi nasihat dia tetap degil juga, jadi aku pukul lah dia.'
'Aku tidak bertanyakan alasanmu,' sahut Nabi s. a. w. 'Aku menanyakan mengapa engkau memukul teman tidurmu dan ibu kepada anak-anakmu?'


6) Pernah baginda bersabda, 'sebaik-baik lelaki adalah yang paling baik,kasih dan lemah lembut terhadap isterinya.' Prihatin, sabar dan tawadhuknya baginda dalam menjadi ketua keluarga langsung tidak sedikitpun menjejaskan kedudukannya sebagai pemimpin umat.


7) Pada suatu ketika baginda menjadi imam solat. Dilihat oleh para sahabat,pergerakan baginda antara satu rukun ke satu rukun yang lain amat sukar sekali. Dan mereka mendengar bunyi menggerutup seolah-olah sendi-sendi pada tubuh baginda yang mulia itu bergeser antara satu sama lain. Sayidina Umar yang tidak tahan melihat keadaan baginda itu langsung bertanya setelah selesai bersembahyang, 'Ya Rasulullah, kami melihat seolah-olah tuan menanggung penderitaan yang amat berat, tuan sakitkah ya Rasulullah?' 'Tidak, ya Umar. Alhamdulillah, aku sihat dan segar.' 'Ya Rasulullah...mengapa setiap kali tuan menggerakkan tubuh, kami mendengar seolah-olah sendi bergeselan di tubuh tuan? Kami yakin engkau sedang sakit...' desak Umar penuh cemas. Akhirnya Rasulullah mengangkat jubahnya. Para sahabat amat terkejut. Perut baginda yang kempis, kelihatan dililiti sehelai kain yang berisi batu kerikil, buat untuk menahan rasa lapar baginda. Batu-batu kecil itulah yang menimbulkan bunyi-bunyi halus setiap kali bergeraknya tubuh baginda. 'Ya Rasulullah! Adakah bila tuan menyatakan lapar dan tidak punya makanan kami tidak akan mendapatkannya buat tuan?' Lalu baginda menjawab dengan lembut, 'Tidak para sahabatku. Aku tahu, apa pun akan engkau korbankan demi Rasulmu. Tetapi apakah akan aku jawab di hadapan ALLAH nanti, apabila aku sebagai pemimpin, menjadi beban kepada umatnya?' 'Biarlah kelaparan ini sebagai hadiah ALLAH buatku, agar umatku kelak tidak ada yang kelaparan di dunia ini lebih-lebih lagi tiada yang kelaparan di Akhirat kelak.'


8) Baginda pernah tanpa rasa canggung sedikitpun makan di sebelah seorang tua yang dipenuhi kudis, miskin dan kotor.


9) Hanya diam dan bersabar bila kain rida'nya direntap dengan kasar oleh seorang Arab Badwi hingga berbekas merah di lehernya. Dan dengan penuh rasa kehambaan baginda membasuh tempat yang dikencing si Badwi di dalam masjid sebelum menegur dengan lembut perbuatan itu.


10) Kecintaannya yang tinggi terhadap ALLAH swt dan rasa kehambaan yang sudah sebati dalam diri Rasulullah saw menolak sama sekali rasa ke tuanan.


11) Seolah-olah anugerah kemuliaan dari ALLAH langsung tidak dijadikan sebab untuknya merasa lebih dari yang lain, ketika di depan ramai mahupun dalam keseorangan.


12) Pintu Syurga telah terbuka seluas-luasnya untuk baginda, baginda masih lagi berdiri di waktu-waktu sepi malam hari, terus-menerus beribadah hinggakan pernah baginda terjatuh lantaran kakinya sudah bengkak-bengkak.


13) Fizikalnya sudah tidak mampu menanggung kemahuan jiwanya yang tinggi.Bila ditanya oleh Sayidatina 'Aisyah, 'Ya Rasulullah, bukankah engaku telah dijamin Syurga? Mengapa engkau masih bersusah payah begini?' Jawab baginda dengan lunak, 'Ya 'Aisyah, bukankah aku ini hanyalah seorang hamba? Sesungguhnya aku ingin menjadi hamba-Nya yang bersyukur.'


Rasulullah s. a. w. bersabda,'SAMPAIKANLAH PESANKU WALAUPUN SEPOTONG AYAT..'